one-two-three

td check: 9:23 am, feb. 19

just woke up a while ago, and the temperature is lowering again. it's a sunny day, but there are snow clouds scattered all over the sky. we'll probably have another snowfall maybe this coming week. it's below zero degrees celsius again now, and i'm so damn freezing right now.

ONE

my sister and i saw will smith's hitch the other day. take note, a ticket costs $7.50 here in new jersey. that means i won't be able to see movies that often coz i have no money yet. good thing my aunt tess' friend works there, and gave us free passes. hahaha... i'm also planning to work there. i've already filled up an app form, and all i have to do is submit it and take the interview.

and then, i'm not gonna be able to watch survivor: palau here at home coz it has the same timeslot as the oc (mae's fave show), and we only have one television here with a cable connection. well at least the oc is a good watch too. also, i was surprised that rob and amber are in the next season of the amazing race. yeah, it's interesting to see them there, but hey, they shouldn't win anymore!

i'm watching lots of tv shows now since i don't have much to do here. i'm hooked up with shows like house m.d., fear factor, and well, american idol.

TWO

some things make me worry so much now... like i have friends in the philippines who're having problems, yet i can't do anything but text and not be able to see and talk to them longer. oh well. i just hope they're okay now. and then, the news i got from my other friends really surprised me, but like them, i just have to accept it. reality bites. and it bit me.

THREE

i don't really know what's going on in this house. sometimes i'm doing fine, but most of the time i'm so pissed off. what the hell is wrong with us here people? and you, yeah, i get your reasons and i understand them, but you don't have to freak out! like i dunno, sometimes i call you a control freak. you've been watching every single move we make. geez man! i don't even know if you're backstabbing me! i hope you're not.

it just makes me wanna leave this place and go back to the philippines much sooner. yeah, it's nice here, but with the people around me... erm, let me think first.