changing paths

a lot of things i miss, i won't miss anymore soon.

after the long wait, there's only a few days left before i close another chapter of my book. and as i do so, i'm looking forward to what's in store for me as i venture another journey with a different kind of life.

as i go back to where i came from, i am not expecting that all things are the same exactly like when i left. there'll be innumerable changes, but they're all good. i know i'll be fine.

what i am questioning myself right now is why my mind has suddenly changed. before, i was absolutely sure that i've laid down all my plans. but now that it's time to put them all to work, i am becoming hesitant.

but it shouldn't matter now. i will stick to my word. this is the path i choose, and will make sure that there is no way i'm ever gonna regret it.

four months of my new life, thousands of miles traveled from different points of the globe, and around twenty-five hours left before everything comes down to this.

a new chapter is on. let's see how it goes.

this is jason, signing out, america.