screwed

i'm so ticked off lately. i've been trying my best, pushing the limits, to avoid arguing with every single person in this house.

but i couldn't stop myself. i really hate it when people make a big deal out of small things. then if i start talking, they'd give me a silent treatment. sheesh, they keep on saying crap in front of me, then i'll be ignored when it's my turn? damn. oh well, rather not expound, or else this post will be all messed up (as if it's not yet).

thanks mike.

anyway, a few hours left and i'm catching the train all the way to new york. and the thing is, i'm going on my own. it's just my second time, and i'm kinda nervous about it, coz i might end up getting lost once i start walking the streets and avenues of the big apple.

at least i speak english. i could ask people questions anytime. and i have a map. i'm just hoping that i'll get to my aunt's place in a single piece. you know what i'm saying. there are so many crooks and muggers there. hahaha.

gotta sleep first. and wish me luck.