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this is it. less than 24 hours left, and it's Christmas. we just actually got home from another dinner party, this time with my aunt's relatives in marikina. we had lots of food to eat and stories to share, that we didn't notice time fly, hence us getting home late.

everytime there's a party, the drinks served would probably be soda. and, i've stopped drinking those since last month, coz i wanna prevent unhealthy stuff from getting into my system. i so miss coke and sprite though, that i was about to give up already that time and get a glass or two, but finally still diverted my attention to just cold water. haha. the longer i'm not drinking stuff like that, the more it gets so tempting. gaah. even saw mcdonald's on the way home and suddenly reminded me of my favorite coke float. God, i think i've already forgotten how soda tastes like.

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it's happening again, i think. oh man. this feeling sucks. what if it really does repeat itself? it happened last semestral break, and is it back again now that it's Christmas break? how about summer?

i need to calm myself. relax, jas.

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after checking my blog a while ago, i thought of browsing my last year december archives. it was the time that i finally posted here after taking a long blog hiatus (which took months), and i was very depressed then because i was gonna leave for jersey (i left the philippines february 5). january was worse, where all my posts were full of... well, sadness.

lucky for me now, it's not all drama anymore. i'm gonna enjoy my january 2006, unless something depressing comes my way again. but actually, to begin with, 2006 will be reminding me that i'm gonna have to leave again on april... which is fast approaching.

that's another sucky feeling that's gonna get me again.