nothing much on a weekend

gaaah. haven't posted for the past two weeks. haha.

first things first, the previous entry's issue's already been resolved. and i'm glad we sort of patched things up, though we haven't seen each other for so long already.

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anyway, as the title puts, nothing much happened to me this weekend. i basically stayed home, except that yesterday, we did some repairing of Pesto (my Green Honda Civic), coz i'll be driving with some of my Arki Forum friends to Pampanga the next weekend, and went to Freedom Bar in the evening to watch the band Mana (Foom, Errol, etc.) perform. that time, i wasn't with the usual set of people i go to gimmicks with, but still, i enjoyed their company and we all had a great night. i guess it's about time i connect with more Arki people. hehe.

and it's been raining all day today, so i've spent most of the time lying on my bed. tried to do some school-related stuff, but didn't happen coz laziness hit me so hard, and probably because there are no classes in UP tomorrow due to the SONA. yebah.

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and to update you guys about the past two weeks that i haven't blogged about, well, i'll start with Arki Forum. we have more than 20 applicants, and most of them seem okay... way too okay! the freshies are so full of energy, and they're so fun to talk to. the tambayan's alive once again, back to its crowded and lively state. some even went beyond 20 hours of tambay for the past week... ADDICTS! :p but seriously, i'm sensing that this batch of applicants (silver, that is, since it's the 25th year) will be the next big thing of the organization. the new blood of AF.

i REALLY hope so. i'm putting my faith in them. :)

and AF's 25th year anniversary in 3 WEEKS!!! aaaaah! we still don't have funds for the week-long celebration. we're having a hard time getting sponsors, so we've already asked some alumni for their assistance. i hope they respond... all of us can feel the pressure now, and it's so intense!!! honestly, i'm getting so nervous about this... oh well.

anyway, that's AF for now. as for my acads, my to-do list is already filled with sooooo many tasks. tons of work are piled up, that i don't even know where to begin. gaaah. this is killing me. worse, i have the CHEM 1 exam on the 9th of august, STS exam on the 10th, and LA 10 on the 11th!!! not to mention AF week starts on the 12th!!!

BOO.

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and on to the serious thing.

i've been feeling so low for the past days due to a BIG dillema. the thing is, not much people notice it coz i've been trying to hide it from them. they see me smile and laugh most of the time, but they just don't know that i'm full of problems right now.

God, what did i do to deserve this?

have to think and decide... fast.

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rain, rain, go away, you really make me sleep all day...