4 weeks

wow.

only a month is left for me before i go back there. it feels like it was just yesterday when i returned to this country, got reunited with the people i used to be with, and basically tried to put back my life to where it was before (though actually, i didn't succeed. change is inevitable, so i've just learned to deal with it).

but now, it's so unbelievable how time flies so fast, especially if you are way too busy that you wouldn't notice days pass by, until that day has come. nakakainis isipin. leaving for me is like packing my whole life again, inside the two suitcases i'd be bringing there.

and at this point, i don't know if i'm gonna feel sad because i'm riding that plane back to new york and be away from this place (for even just a couple of months), or simply glad because i'm gonna be reunited with my whole family after almost a year of not being with them.

and now, the mixed emotions are back. and they suck bigtime.

not to mention the hell of academic work, which i have to deal with before anything else. plates, exams, reports, papers... gaah.

anyway, had a blast this past evening with the evening of music, one of the events for Haraya 2006 (it's a week-long celebration for the 50th foundation anniversary of the College of Architecture). danced all the way with the arkaira dancers plus ma'am richelle (my humps! haha) and watched a bunch of performances by the students and faculty.

okay, back to work...

nah.

better sleep. so tired.