it's here again

and so this is my last week.

i can't believe how time flies so fast. it's like i just got back here yesterday and i already have to leave again. i have so much to do, yet i only have 5 days left. i have received my plane ticket just yesterday, and unfortunately, my return flight has also been moved to a later date.

call me exaggerating, but i'm not in the good mood for the past few weeks. maybe this will go on for the next few days, weeks, months, i dunno. it's all because of leaving again. i guess most of you guys know that i'm not really okay with us migrating, even since before we had our papers approved. i could still remember way back then how my parents and i got into lots of quarrels and word fights all because of that same topic.

and now that it's here again, it sucks bigtime.

one more thing is that i still want to do so much before i go back there. perhaps relax, take a swim with my friends, hang-out, simple yet fun stuff which my friends and i didn't have much of a chance to do for the entire academic year due to, well, academics.

but no, my final submission (the damn research paper) is due april 5, and i'm still working on it. once i do finish that, i only have the sixth to pack my things, and seventh, leave.

this is so frustrating. if only i could stop time even for just another week, for me to have more time for myself here before i spend my entire summer there in new york, with no friends, kabarkada, orgmates, no one to talk to... even my parents and sister are busy with work, so i'll be spending most of my weekdays on my own.

nice.

oh well... i'll miss everyone and everything here. most especially my best friends.



and i'll just make sure that my plans will happen before friday comes. i'm really gonna do the push. crunch time.